Really?

I haven’t logged on in so long-,- hopefully now I will be able to post non stop again soon. Like after graduation. Then I will have all of summer to be on tumblr^,^ it’s a date!

Um…

Jennifer Lawrence is really awkward…..

Enough said…

YES!

Finally. I am done with the music selection for this performance! I now have time to myself! =D Unfortunately, I applied to work at the local theater…so if I get hired then i won’t really have time to do anything…..I also have A LOT of AP Lit work to do for spring break……I guess that just leaves me with right now to be on tumblr……

FML.

Tumblr is a nice place to just let go.

I feel so stressed over everything. In my family I am the only one who has had to really work for what they want. I’m the only one who isn’t able to say hey mom can I have twenty bucks and she just hands it over. I’m the only one who isn’t getting their own car. I’m the only one who only had hand me down clothes. I’m the only one who really aspires to leave and do something useful with my life. I’m the one who us the most screwed over.

I feel like just jumping off of a bridge. I just want somebody to come take me away. I want this stupid time in my life to be done. I just want it to be over. I want a fresh start away from everything and everyone I know. I really don’t know what to do at this point and there us nobody who can really give me advice.

Hunger games.

Twenty two more minutes =)

So excited!

Future.

I can’t wait til I move away from the users and abusers of California.

Amazing.

Even at six o’clock in the morning, my dad can find something to be an ass about. Then he and my mother begin to argue. Sigh, I wish he’d seriously grow up.

Today.

Nothing productive has been done.

Why am I getting so lazy toward the end of high school?

-,-

Prom.

Just the thought terrifies me. I want a date but I know that nobody will ask me. I also am too scared to step up and ask somebody. I can already see myself failing epically.-,-

Oh high school why must you be this way.